This thing so-called living

Sometimes the things are not like you planned. Sometimes you can't find what are you looking for, or it seems that all your hopes vanishes in the morning mist. Sometimes, maybe you are afraid of just saying 'hello', when you really want to say 'hello, i like your sad eyes (or just-awaken eyes), i would like them to be the first thing i see every morning'. But it never happens that way. Our film vision of the world breaks in thousand pieces every step we take and we have to go on. As John Lennon said 'Life is what happens…..while you're making other plans'. But when you understand this, it's you who makes your own life running, and accept the good and bad things as parts of the same game, and enjoy them as well.


Maybe there are so many things that I would like to change... But OK, this is life! And I'm happy living it, and being, as time goes by, more self-conscious.